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THE BIGGEST b****!!!!!

hang in there- im sure ur mom will help u

at least u have her, think if u didnt even have her

just no ur rite and if it dosnt get better switch to some skool that ur frends go to or were the teachers arent bitches

luv

jo

[Anonymous]
2005-05-07 15:39:13

N/A SHAWNA, honey! I'm so sorry that things are not going well for you. I wish I could've been here to leave you an encouraging comment sooner. You are so strong and you can make it through this. I know that you can. Stay strong and feel free to IM me any time at DevotedToHim06. *HUG* I love ya, sweetness. -Ashley [SweetLilChica] 2003-11-14 15:29:21

N/A hey hey girlie...i'm glad to hear that you and Toya are doing good. :) Hope it keeps going that way. [Hiddensoul] 2003-07-17 15:13:02

N/A Hey hey!! That is soo cool that you have gotten a job at a daycare center, little kids are soo cute and it amazing how they can teach you things about life and it makes living even more enjoyable ^.^ And that is soo great that you and Chirs are together heh heh Luv to all [Poet_girl] 2003-07-15 21:37:08

N/A "alone again" is my new name on here. search for it and add me to your fav list if you would like to keep up with me. hugs, jackie [davaqui] 2003-07-13 22:30:27

N/A Hey girlie! Yes, it's certainly been a long time. Oh well, at least we know you're still alive and all is well! Congrats on you and Chris! That's definitely cool. Make sure to update us more often and I hope all continues to go well for you and little Toya! : ) Love ya! God bless all and L8er days ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2003-07-03 22:26:00

N/A that's cool that you get to be with your babygirl all day. hope things stay good between you n chris!! [Hiddensoul] 2003-07-03 00:03:35

N/A thats great that you and he got together. sounds like a good job to me! hugs, jackie [davaqui] 2003-07-02 12:12:26

N/A hm yea where you been @ girl [Diggy] 2003-06-23 22:45:17

N/A where have you been? its beed so long sence you wrote an entry. please write soon. hugs, jackie [davaqui] 2003-05-11 13:01:15

N/A Hey girlie! I hope things start looking up for you. Keep your head up and don't stop being a great mommy for little Toya! : ) I'll be praying for you! Love ya lots! God bless all and L8er days! ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2003-05-04 21:29:14

N/A been there done that! i have one of my own so i know what you are talking about! hugz, jackie [davaqui] 2003-04-14 13:14:28

N/A Phew! Sounds exhausting! [ittybittygurlie] 2003-04-14 01:29:42

N/A Sorry about that insensitive comment. Your entry was just a little overwhelming. I'm glad there is an "us" now. But as for Isaiah, I really dont know what to say. All i can say is good luck =] [ittybittygurlie] 2003-04-14 00:00:43

N/A ...wow... [ittybittygurlie] 2003-04-13 23:59:35

N/A Hey hunn!! im sorry there's so many unthoughtful rude ppl in this world.. and im sorry you had to put up with one of them!! anhyways hunn.. i hope you ahve fun going out tonite.. take carez.. *huggles* [Confused Me] 2003-04-13 00:49:17

N/A That is so evil what that old couple said! I hate racism! And I have it at school, see I found this wallet at school one time and my friend was going threw it and was taking stuff out and shes white n'stuff right yeah I tell her to put the stuff back and I turned it in. Not 5 mins later I get called into the vice princables office n'stuff and they were all saying like money's missng and I didnt steal anything! Then the next day I get pulled out of class and theres a cop and I told him everything that went on and I didnt steal any money he didnt believe me!! He said that its missing $300, And he made fun of my last name and he asumed that I was mexican and thinking that I am a lier and I cheat. I am half Fhilipno and half white. Oh and check this out this cop read me my rights!! All I did was found a wallet and turned it back in!!! And my friend who is white didnt get read her rights! and shes the one who went threw the wallet! and right now that cop is going after this other girl whos not white, see she found a peruse and she turned it and the cops saying she stole $100 from the purse! Damn cop! I hate him! [Poet_girl] 2003-04-12 12:50:44

N/A UGH Racism...makes me so mad. I have a friend who is half mexican and half chinese, and she faces that kind of "curiosity" all the time. People need to stop with their racist comments. GOSH! [ittybittygurlie] 2003-04-12 10:34:53

N/A lol...sounds like you had a good time. ur baby sounds so cute.....hope shes doing well. [TearsAndGiggles] 2003-04-10 23:46:34

N/A aw i didnt know you went to jamaica(sp) i was wonderin why u didnt write in a while, thats good u had fun!! [Diggy] 2003-03-30 13:18:27

N/A I am glad that you had a lot of fun on your trip...tell us all about it. [Hiddensoul] 2003-03-30 01:19:12

N/A I'm glad you're not pregnant! Congrats! Wait till you're ready to have kids. [Hiddensoul] 2003-03-29 01:03:05

N/A Hey girlie! I'm glad you aren't pregnant again. I think one is more than enough, especially when you're only sixteen. Glad things are going well! Hug little Toya for me! : ) Love ya, God bless, L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2003-03-22 15:28:46

N/A Hey hunn!! well.. best of luck to u.. i hope Isaiah and you are happy together!! anyways.. take carez!! [Confused Me] 2003-03-12 18:46:35

N/A girl!! You gotta be more carefull wit that kinda stuff! Why do you think you are again? well I hope your not, well I mean.. dont you? ttyl! [Diggy] 2003-03-12 17:33:51

N/A Hey girlie! I'm so glad that things are going well for you and Latoya. Babies can totally smile. Heck, they're human. Just miniature. : ) Hope things keep going well for you and remember to enjoy every moment with your daughter! Love ya, God bless, L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2003-03-07 14:57:24

N/A Hey Please Go Read My Diary [TearsAndGiggles] 2003-02-28 21:52:39

N/A Hey Gurl..Im Really Glad You Had Ur Baby...I Bet She's A Real Cutie...Best Wishes To All Of You!! [TearsAndGiggles] 2003-02-28 21:42:36

N/A Aw congrats on your baby girl, Latoya!! Sounds like a nice vday gift and aw about.. whats his name lol sorry i forget thangs easy, ttyl ~1~ [Diggy] 2003-02-27 22:39:43

N/A thats so sweet. i cant wait till my lil kids are out of me. good luck with your new baby i hope your happy. [Iced_Cream3] 2003-02-23 21:32:48

N/A Hey Congrats on the baby!!! I'm glad that you are both well...and that's awesome that Isaic is still with you!! Have fun girlie...and take good care of that baby!!! ::hugs:: *Diva* [Hiddensoul] 2003-02-23 15:13:13

N/A Wow! Congratulations on your new baby! I'm very happy for you! ~hugs~ [Gothic_Sorrow] 2003-02-22 12:52:20

N/A HEy hunn!!! hehe can we see some pictures of Latoya? becuhz that's just REALLY exciting.. hehe im sure she's a cutie anyways!! hehe anyways.. glad to got to see Isaiah <~~ hopin i spelled that right!! hehe im sorry you miss him tho.. u'll see him soon.. i hope.. hehe anyways hunn.. take karez.. *huggles* [Confused Me] 2003-02-18 20:18:18

LATOYA WAS BORN!!! I'm surprised you got around to noting me back so soon! Thanks! I understand that it'll take a while before you read my diary. It is all good though. Just having one of the electronic babies for a weekend was kind of time consuming and they only cried like once every four hours. . .It was gay but still took some time. Hope everything is going good with the both of you. What state do you live in? ~* Brandi *~ [bandchic04] 2003-02-17 21:05:20

LATOYA WAS BORN!!! Congrats on your girl. Hard to believe some of the little angels actually come on the scheduled day:D! I hope all is well. I read your whole diary in two days. You seem really cool. Note me back when you have time if you want. ~* Brandi *~ [bandchic04] 2003-02-17 18:46:52

LATOYA WAS BORN!!! CongratulationS!!! [ittybittygurlie] 2003-02-16 22:30:17

LATOYA WAS BORN!!! congratulations!!!! that is so cool, what a perfect valentines present!! im sure she is very beautiful! [cheery keery] 2003-02-16 22:04:25

LATOYA WAS BORN!!! Hey!! yAy!! congratz!! [Confused Me] 2003-02-15 15:58:22

LATOYA WAS BORN!!! what a wonderful valentine's gift! [agrah] 2003-02-15 00:52:03

N/A Hey girlie! Ah, the glory of mood swings. Hehe I hope things start looking up for you, and much luck with the birth of your little girl! : ) Let us know how it goes. You both will be in my prayers. Love ya, God bless, L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2003-02-08 19:25:26

N/A hey hun!~ i know what it feels like to miss the bus. It totally sux. Have fun and take care of yourself. Soon there will be another part of you in this world, and they will love you no matter what! *hugs* [Hiddensoul] 2003-01-30 20:02:55

N/A Hey hunn!! glad to hear you're doing alrite.. sorry that you missed the bus.. but glad that he let you turn it in late.. anyways.. good luck and take carez! [Confused Me] 2003-01-27 21:01:00

N/A I'm glad everything is still going good with the baby. I hope that everything gets better with you and Isiah. *hugs* [Hiddensoul] 2003-01-19 15:00:22

N/A Hey.. glad to hear on the update!~ and also glad to hear on the update.. good luck with Isaiah.. take carez.. *huggles* [Confused Me] 2003-01-19 14:59:21

N/A Hey girlie! I'm really super sorry that your dad is being rude to you. It's totally hard enough on you as it is. I mean, in another month or so, you'll have a baby. That is going to be a life-shattering change as it is. You don't need him on your back to make it worse. As for that vacation, you don't need to do anything strenuous. You need to take that time and just relax as much as possible. Rest up, because you're going to need it! : ) Keep your head up, hun, and I'll keep you in my prayers! Love ya, God bless, L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2003-01-04 20:08:27

N/A I Updated My Diary.....Read My Updated Entrys...Things Are Getting Better!!!! [TearsAndGiggles] 2003-01-03 00:57:47

N/A Hey hunn!! i'm sorry that your dad treated you like that and said those stuff for you!! I hope you have a good New Year nonetheless.. anyways hunn.. take carez!! [Confused Me] 2003-01-02 11:53:00

N/A hey..thanks alot for the comment...i'll try and keep my head up but sometimes its really hard...im here for you to!!! [TearsAndGiggles] 2003-01-02 01:02:07

N/A hey..please go to my diary and read my latest entry...im going through hard times right now and i kinda need some support and advice...please HELP me!!!! [TearsAndGiggles] 2003-01-01 23:46:04

N/A Hey....that totally sux that you're dad is being an asshole. Just tell him to go f*ck himself. Hope you have fun on yur trip. *hugs* ~*Malakia*~ [Hiddensoul] 2003-01-01 21:24:39

N/A hey....im sry ur dad is treating u bad!!!! i kno the feeling of being treated like shyt..my family may not treat me that way but lately my friends have....Happy New Year..god bless u and ur little girl!!!! [TearsAndGiggles] 2003-01-01 14:15:53

N/A Hey girlie! Well, it would be different if Isaiah hadn't already told you that he wasn't going to the party. Then it would've been more acceptable that he decided to go anyway. BUT, considering the fact that he already told you previously that he wasn't going to go, then it would definitely irk me a little bit that he went. Oh well. That's life. Have fun being pregnant for a long car ride tomorrow! (Did you note the sarcasm in that?) : ) Love ya, God bless, L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-12-31 20:46:56

N/A Hey hunn!! im glad his birthday went good and u got to spend time with him.. im sorry he went to the party anyways even when he told u that he wasnt going to go.. anyways.. take carez.. *huggles* [Confused Me] 2002-12-31 03:05:47

N/A yea um i think you might want to lighten up on the boyfriend, because if you hold him to tight he'll crush into peises but if you dont hold him at all he'll slowly go way. Just make sures hes conforable and then he might be a keeper. [doodlebugg] 2002-12-31 02:12:56

N/A Hey...dont listen to that lady u kno its not true and so does everyone else who knos u........stay strong! [TearsAndGiggles] 2002-12-29 14:41:02

N/A Hey girl! His mom is trying to break y'all up? His MOM?! That's just messed up. I'm glad that Isaiah isn't listening to her. John just needs to get a life. A REAL life, because his is just far beyond repair, especially because he doesn't seem to want to fix it in the first place. Keep your head up, girlie, and stay strong! Love ya, God bless, L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-12-29 09:33:17

N/A Hey hunn!! im sorry John's mom is trying to break up u and Isaiah but im glad Isaiah isnt going to listen to her and let her break u two up because u deserve him.. he's soo good to u!! heheh he kares about u so much.. so im wishin u two the best of luck... and about John.. what an asshole.. damn he doesnt deserve to be alive.. but too bad he is.. anyways hunn hope everything works out!! take carez.. *huggles* [Confused Me] 2002-12-29 03:01:50

N/A Hey hunn!! wow u have two great guys that care for you soooo much!! hehe ur so lucky but u deserve it!! hehe anywyas.. *huggles* take carez!! [Confused Me] 2002-12-29 02:28:56

N/A Hey Chickie!~ WOW...you are one lucky girl. You have two sweet guys who like you and would do anything for you. I hope that they both teat you the way that you deserve cause if they don't, then they aren't worth it. You deserve someone who will treat you right, and who will love you for you. *hugs* ~*Malakia*~ [Hiddensoul] 2002-12-28 19:02:26

N/A Hey girl! Wow, sounds like you had an interesting night with Isaiah and John. I wouldn't give in to John just yet, because I don't know about you, but I'm still not too sure that he's sincere with his words. People, especially teenage guys, are very good at deceit and deception of girls. So just be on top of things and keep your heart close to you. I'm glad things are still going well with the Little One and Isaiah. Not too much longer and you'll have your daughter! : ) Keep your head up! Love ya, God bless, L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-12-28 17:35:04

N/A Your Welcome!!!! [TearsAndGiggles] 2002-12-28 12:21:13

N/A Hey girlie! I can't believe that it's been 7 1/2 months already! Your baby is almost here! That's so cool. I hope you keep writing after she's born, although it'll be hectic at first. I'd love to hear about all the things she does and "watch" her grow up. I'm already in love with the little one, and A.) She's not mine and B.) She's not born yet! Oh well ... it's just a me thing. : ) I'm glad things are going well with you and Isaiah. Good luck with your presentation planning, because I know those Spanish ones can be a pain! You'll be a great mommy, and your baby will be wonderful, no matter what. You want the best for her, and that shows maturity in itself. You're going to be a mommy soon and that little girl is going to be so lucky! : ) Love ya, God bless, L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-12-27 21:42:03

N/A hey im josie..... check out my diary if u wunt... write back hope u have fun holidays buhbi! luv-josie- [JosieDee] 2002-12-26 12:59:40

N/A Hey!! glad everything is going good.. Merry Christmas!! i'm sorry you and isaah got in a fight but glad u guys made up!! good luck with evwerything!! take carez.. *huggles* [Confused Me] 2002-12-26 00:31:39

N/A hey...i hope u had a good christmas too and i wish u all the luck in the world with your baby. most people your age would try to find a way out of having a kid but your standing up and taking it like a mature adult...best wishes to you!! [TearsAndGiggles] 2002-12-26 00:16:33

N/A It's good that you play music to your baby. I'm a teacher at Westwelcher Middle School and playing music to babies inside the womb helps develop their brain. The reason they kick more is because they are either excited or bothered by the sound. If you have a dog, notice that when it barks, the baby will probably kick. When the baby is born and the dog barks at home, the baby will be used to the barking. Best wishes with your little girl and Merry Christmas! [Lynese] 2002-12-26 00:12:24

N/A Hey girlie! Sorry that I haven't been around in a while. I've gotten REALLY behind on my reading and commenting. I think it's so sweet that you're due on Valentine's Day. That has got to be the best gift ever. And I'm glad that you and Isaiah are still together. John just needs to bite a monkey (my new phrase!). He better climb down from his little ego trip before somebody knocks him down. Well, keep your head up, girlie, and move as slowly as you need to! : ) Love ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-12-20 09:34:27

N/A Hey hun just to let u no i had the baby,yesterday at 3:30 am. I'm sooo happy! Love G xxxxxxxxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-12-20 05:32:48

N/A hey glad you're doing good.. lol and hermit crabs.. *interesting* lol.. hmm.. sowwy bout the JOhn incident.. lol gosh.. some guys think they can get u but their just being stupid.. anywyas hunn.. take carez.. *huggles* [Confused Me] 2002-12-19 00:40:21

N/A oh man, my grandma has hermet crabs and i hated them so much i drounded them in a bucket in the garadge..i was like 10..LoL but i HATED them they we're creepy..hehe [Whitneyrose] 2002-12-18 17:58:10

N/A Hey hunn.. wondering where you are.. hope everything is okie.. take carez!! [Confused Me] 2002-12-15 03:00:41

N/A Aww... A Valentine's Day Baby! How cute. :0) [Gothic_Sorrow] 2002-12-10 17:03:02

N/A That will be a really cool valentines day present. Hope everything goin good. *hugs* [Hiddensoul] 2002-12-07 16:11:12

N/A hey.. glad to hear on the update.. but im sorry you're not feeling well.. feel better!! and yes that would be the sweetest thing to have your baby on Valentine's day.. anyways.. taek carez!! [Confused Me] 2002-12-06 22:36:47

N/A yeah I dont feel very good either, aw if your baby was born on v-day thatd be sweet. hollla [Diggy] 2002-12-06 13:04:26

N/A That is cool that your baby is moving around and fully healthy. When's the due date? Hope everything stays good for you. *hugs* [Hiddensoul] 2002-11-30 10:56:41

N/A thatd be cool if tasha and shane hooked up! Well congrats on the baby. I know he/she will be beautiful! Have you thought of any names yet? Well i just wanted to let you know that due to a certain someone, i've been praying for you. I hope things continue to get better, and i just really feel for ya. I dont know what being pregnant sounds like, but it sounds scary to me. Well i hope you have an awesome thanksgiving. I know that baby will love the food! :) And maybe you should go to the doctors. Update more on whats going on! God Bless! :) [philophobiac] 2002-11-28 10:47:57

N/A Hey girlie! I hope your friends meet and like each other, just so you can stop listening to their love life issues. : ) And yeah, I'd probably piss myself, too, if I was pregnant and the baby kicked for the first time. It must feel weird coming from inside of you. Well, anyway, have a good Thanksgiving and have fun with Isaiah! Love ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-11-25 22:58:04

N/A Hey.. i'm glad things are going good for you.. and about those two bitchin about being single.. ugh.. i hate when ppl do that.. *nodz* so yea anyways hunn.. i hope everything works out for the best.. anyways.. *hUgglEz* take carez!! [Confused Me] 2002-11-24 15:33:04

N/A Wow! I think i will probably piss myself the first time I feel my child kick as well. ~hugs~ [Gothic_Sorrow] 2002-11-24 15:11:12

N/A Hey girlie! Sorry about your plans being canceled. That sucks. And I'm also sorry about those guys being rude towards you at the grocery store. Sometimes you have to find out the hard way who really cares about you and who will truly stay by your side in the long run. Keep your head up! Love ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-11-23 20:13:24

N/A Hey! i'm sorry you had to run into them.. and i'm sorry that all they did was stare at you! *huGgLEZ* feel better!! anyways hunn.. take care ob urself!! [Confused Me] 2002-11-23 20:06:46

My first love. Then maybe Ull understand how Im feeling, the first love of my life, he was hit by a train and suffered for a few hours before dying. I never got to say goodbye and it will be a yr in january...I cant help but cry every nite still...Advice would be appreciated!!! [Madison Nichole] 2002-11-23 18:55:37

N/A Hey hunn.. i'm glad you're doing good.. hehe and got to spend time with Isaiah (i hope i got that right) hehe hmm at the mall.. the girl that was smiling.. hehe how sweet!! *nOdz* hehe hmm anyways.. i'm glad you had a good day with Shawn and Isaiah and glad to hear that Sara wasn't there to mess it up again.. hehe oh yea.. HaPPY bIRtHdAY!! *nOdz* anyways.. *huGglEz* take carez!! [Confused Me] 2002-11-22 23:35:07

N/A hi hun how r u? im fine lol speak l8a love g xxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-11-22 13:09:51

N/A go with what your heart tells you too. the mind can play tricks on you, but the heart is true! <> good luck [Hiddensoul] 2002-11-18 19:02:35

N/A hi hun.. god things get too complicated sometimes dont they? love g xxxxxxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-11-17 12:40:07

N/A Hey.. i think you like another guy.. becuhz that's the way it's supposed to be.. it always happens.. take carez!! [Confused Me] 2002-11-16 17:12:55

N/A Hey girlie! I hope things go well with you and that girl, Melissa. Maybe she can keep her word, but it would be hard for me to believe her if I were in your shoes, especially since she's treated you like crap lately. Keep your head up! Happy early Sweet 16!! : ) Love ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-11-14 16:33:07

N/A Hey i'm glad you're doing okay.. and about that girl wantin to take out you and isaaih <~~ man i wish i knew how to spell his name.. well anyways.. she's probly lying.. maybe yoo shud just go out with him and then leave her out of it.. even though she's your "friend" but why pay for double when you can be buyin stuff for yourself and your baby.. anyways.. happy early birthday and i hope ur friends have somethin planned for u.. anyways.. take carez!! [Confused Me] 2002-11-12 00:08:37

N/A Hey hunn.. im sorry that she had a crazy outburst like that.. and i agree with the person above this comment.. i think she is a bitch.. dang.. u don't deserve that.. anyways.. take carez! [Confused Me] 2002-11-11 02:47:48

N/A Dammit your "friend" Melissa sounds like a bitch [BlinkGirlie] 2002-11-09 23:51:49

???????? wow...pregnant at 15 man. thats crazy stuff. u should have listened to me before! ur gonna not have fun. its gonna be so much work. but good luck, ur gonna need it! [Anonymous] 2002-11-03 22:30:41

Dealing with a friends sexuality ya, a couple months ago i found out that my best friend was gay. and i used to have a crush on him to! and my best friend went ot with him for over a year! how embarassing is that?? lol. but we dont believe that he reall is gay. i dunno, its all so crazy!!!! but its hard man, to deal with it all. [Anonymous] 2002-11-03 22:28:42

N/A i think ur crazy for naming ur children already!!! lol. wait a while my friend. but i like trevor and mariah the best! lol [Anonymous] 2002-11-03 22:27:11

I'M GETTING MARRIED ur getting married in 2 years? think about he guys u will never date, and the experiences u will never have!!! that sucks monkeys balls a lot! plus, weren't u having issues with this guy? this all seems kindda crazy to me! but go ahead, its ur life. do what u want. but just remember that u can never have these years back. and highschool is suppose to be the best years ever!!! [Anonymous] 2002-11-03 22:26:07

baby think it over dude, do u have any idea how hard it is to have a baby???? its not just a little doll where u can take out the batteries! lol. its a lot of shit to take care of. and ur sexually active??? do u know there are STDs out there. u could get AIDS and die!!!!! that would suck monkey's balls. i would stop if i were u. i knew this gurl who had a baby, after that she had no social life what so ever. she couldnt even come back to school cuz she was so busy! so think about these things my friend! so say no to sex and do get back with ur ex!!! [Anonymous] 2002-11-03 22:21:54

N/A Hey girlie! I'm sorry about your friend. She doesn't need to get pregnant. No matter how old you are or how easy you may have it, taking care of a baby is a full time job, and it requires a lot out of somebody. I hope she wisens up before it's too late. Anyways, yeah, state testing bites the big one. I hate it. Such boring stuff. Those chairs in school are totally not made for sitting in for hours on end. I can't imagine how you feel, being pregnant and all. Try to make the best of it! Love ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-11-03 22:21:33

N/A Sometimes Halloween is the best night for finding the ones you love and being with them. I am glad that you are happy and that you are going to be able to get over John. I hope that you and Isiah will have a long and happy relationship. <> [Hiddensoul] 2002-11-02 15:27:28

N/A Hola hola! Ah, he finally asked you! It's about time he did! Hehe I'm really super freakishly happy for you. He seems like a really good guy that'll treat you and the baby well. And no prob about keeping you in my prayers. It's the least I can do for you, and I'm glad to see that God is working in your life. Love ya lots, God bless ya lots! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-11-02 14:11:23

N/A Hey!! I got your name off of someone else's diary if you don't mind!! *nodz* im glad your doing well and had fun trick or treating!! hehe and congratz with isaiah!! hehe.. anyways.. sorry u cudnt stay longer with him.. hehe but it was fun while it lasted.. *nodz* heh anyways.. if you don tmind i would like pix.. *nodz* aznjenn2u@hotmail.com.. anyways.. take carez!! [Confused Me] 2002-11-01 20:39:04

N/A Thank you for your comment in my diary! I'm glad you had a nice time on halloween. Good luck with you and your new bf! No, I have not thought of any names for our baby yet. *hugs.* [Gothic_Sorrow] 2002-11-01 17:11:39

N/A Whoa girlie! Calm down a bit, kay hun? My personal opinion? Take things slow with both John and Isaiah. Make sure that John is going to be true to his word. You have a baby on the way and don't need to be worrying about whether or not John is going to stay with you. It isn't worth it. As for Isaiah, take things slow with him. Make sure that he is a man of his word, and that if y'all do date, he'll be there for you and the baby. I'll be praying for you, girlie. Love ya lots, God bless ya lots! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-10-30 16:54:07

N/A Ok, whoever Lasujah is... thats not funny at all. Its really sick. Ok? Get a fuckin life! [shawty715] 2002-10-29 21:58:19

N/A Hiya! Hehe, he wants to have a fish tank with you! That's freakin' hilarious. It just sounds so ... ah, I don't know the word ... like he wants to get in your pants, but he doesn't! He wants to have a fish tank with you! Sorry, that really cracked me up. Anyways, I totally want a picture of you! Email it to me at DanceAngel2410@cs.com, please! Thank ya! Love ya lots, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-10-28 21:26:04

N/A Thanks for your comment. Its good to know that there are some people on my side. ~hugs~ [Gothic_Sorrow] 2002-10-26 18:37:34

N/A Aw!!!! Isaiah sounds so totally sweet! It's different, because he isn't rushing it. I mean, pecks and hugs and talks? Ah! Super greatness going on! Hehe Glad you had a good day! You deserve it! Love ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-10-26 14:08:06

N/A Hi, it sounds like you are happy :) I'm pregnant too, I'm still with my boyfriend, but things are starting to turn bad. I don't remember being happy in these past two months. ~hugs~ [Gothic_Sorrow] 2002-10-25 10:32:03

N/A ta 4 the picture and awwwwwww thats so cute! Love G xxxxxxxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-10-25 05:25:06

N/A Hey girlie! Hun, if you feel like you can't keep in contact with John, then you do that. I know that reminders of certain people can hurt pretty badly, and sometimes at that moment in your life, it's best to just block it all out to be able to move on. Anyways, good luck with Isaiah! Keep your head up, girlie! Love ya lots, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-10-24 19:07:48

N/A That's sad about John, I mean you should still talk to him and stuff cause just cutting him off like that is really harsh! But that is really cool about you and Isiah...hope everything works out for you! And don't let your dad ever touch you again! <> [Hiddensoul] 2002-10-24 18:08:40

N/A hi i want it! glittery_gracie@yahoo.co.uk Love Gracie xxxxxxxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-10-24 08:13:43

N/A ~~Hey everyone I got a pic of myself on my computer now. If you want to see it then leave your email address!!!!~~ [shawty715] 2002-10-23 17:06:11

N/A Oh my goodness ... are you sure you and the baby are okay? I can't believe he did that to you. You aren't a disgrace. Girlie, I don't know you personally, but I feel like I do. You are just so nice and cool, and I'm sure you're absolutely gorgeous. Hun, please make sure you keep your distance from him, even if he is your father. I don't want him to seriously hurt you. Also, good luck with John. Just follow your heart, sweetness. I'll keep you in my prayers. Loves, God bless, L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-10-23 15:51:23

N/A Hola girlie! *Sigh* Guys ... so confusing. I think it's a mystery to never be explained by the female gender. I think John needs to take a little more time to figure his life out, and then if he really wants you back, then y'all could try again. Don't get yourself into that "He said-She said" crap. It'll hit the fan sooner than you think. Just follow your heart! Keep your head up and stay strong! Loves, God bless, L8er sweetness! ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-10-22 19:52:12

N/A Hey hun if its for the best, then OF COURSE i'm behind you ALL the way! Glad ur happy :) Love Gracie xxxxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-10-20 09:32:34

N/A Hey girlie! I'm sorry that you and John aren't together, but if it's for the best, then I'm happy. That was a total oxymoron, but oh well! Hehe Good luck and have fun with that other guy! Loves, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-10-19 21:00:17

N/A that is sad about john, but good about Isiah...hope everything works out for ya! <> [Hiddensoul] 2002-10-19 01:26:22

N/A sounds like my room! that is the worst part about rearranging rooms! <> [Hiddensoul] 2002-10-15 20:07:05

N/A Lol thats wot my rooms like! Glad ur ok love g [Pregnant and worried] 2002-10-15 12:45:26

N/A I am glad that they took you home, cause then nothing will happen in the baby or you. It is always fun to see friends that you haven't seen for awhile. Stay healthy!!! <> [Hiddensoul] 2002-10-13 18:27:09

N/A Hola hola! I'm really sorry about John (previous entry). He should have to really make it up to you because that was a bit rude and it would've upset me, too. On a lighter note, have super lots of fun shopping! Get some really cute stuff and have lots and lots of fun! Love ya lots, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-10-11 22:02:54

N/A hopefully everything goes ok with your cuz and her daughter...let us know <> [Hiddensoul] 2002-09-30 23:33:08

N/A me neither lol! :) [Pregnant and worried] 2002-09-30 15:19:58

N/A Hey girlie! Your ex needs to totally back off and quit being a perv. I mean, he seems to be getting dreams and reality very confused. As for that other guy that likes you, if he is violating your personal space, then let him know that you don't like it. If he doesn't back off, haul off and smack him! Hehe ; ) Have fun with John! Loves ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-09-27 22:08:53

N/A Just tell your ex how you feel, and if anybody makes you uncomfortable with rubbing your tummy, then just tell him to stop [Hiddensoul] 2002-09-27 16:35:14

N/A YAY!!FIRST TO COMMENT! HOPE UR DAY WENT OK! [Pregnant and worried] 2002-09-27 04:18:10

N/A hiya ta 4 ur comment :) i'll snd the pics. love g xxxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-09-25 13:49:22

N/A How far along are you? luv Amy [DancingChicka23] 2002-09-24 17:35:41

N/A I think I forgot to say that the girl that likes John is 14 and is one of his little sisters friends. Thats why she was over there. [shawty715] 2002-09-24 17:09:33

N/A chop em up... chop em up.... chop em up!!!! [Pregnant and worried] 2002-09-23 12:30:02

N/A I hope that John starts feeling better, cause there is nothing better, then being snuggled up with the person you love. <> [Hiddensoul] 2002-09-22 17:08:08

N/A Hey girlie! I hope you get to see John today! I doubt he'd cheat on you, but if he does, I'll beat him down! Hehe Loves ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-09-22 13:28:00

N/A :) [Pregnant and worried] 2002-09-22 11:17:57

N/A when is the baby due? [Hiddensoul] 2002-09-21 20:09:17

N/A Ewwww.. bladder stuff... eww!! Its bad enough normally when the babys pressin on ur bladder! Gotta go Love G xxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-09-21 13:29:49

N/A that sucks about John, and bladder infections are a bitch. and bein pregnant on top of that is an even bigger bitch. you'll still have to pee like a fuckin race horse after your infection is gone. i wanna tell ya it will get better, but then i'd be lieing. love ya Dianna [my teen is pregnant] 2002-09-21 00:51:57

N/A Hey girlie! I'm sorry today didn't go so well for you. I'm glad people are treating you well with you being pregnant and all. Hope you get better soon! Try to have fun camping! Loves ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-09-20 20:41:31

N/A aww... I hope it gets better for you :( [bare naked] 2002-09-19 22:17:36

N/A I agree :) [Pregnant and worried] 2002-09-19 12:15:28

N/A You are a strong girl. To have come through what you have so far. I admire that. [Damaged] 2002-09-18 22:22:42

N/A Hey girlie! I'm sorry you miss John. I hope you get to talk to him tonight. Try to keep your head up in court tomorrow! Have fun doing all your other wonderful stuff! Hehe Loves ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-09-17 20:38:26

N/A :) [Pregnant and worried] 2002-09-17 14:33:27

N/A Hey girlie! That's so sweet of John to do that! Oh gracious, that's so, so sweet! I just can't get over the roses at school thing. Okay, anyways...keep having good days! Loves ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-09-16 22:20:48

N/A I am glad for you and your boyfriend. and i think its sweet that hes still with you. i'm going to add you to my fav. list, because this way, i know what my daughter is going through. love always Dianna. [my teen is pregnant] 2002-09-16 18:20:05

N/A Hey girlie! I'm really glad you are happy with John. He seems like a really good guy for you. I'm also glad that you'll be given the chance to follow your dreams, even with a baby and husband. As for your mom, just give her time to get used to the idea of you marrying John. Hopefully, she'll be like most moms, and come around all in good time. Keep your head up! Loves, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-09-09 18:55:42

N/A YAY!!First to comment!!! Hope evrythin goes well at skool and im sure ur mum will come round to the idea of u gettin married.. soon enuf neway... my mum did!! Love ya G xxxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-09-09 14:55:01

N/A I really hope that everything goes well...good luck!!!! ^_~ [Poet_girl] 2002-09-04 23:54:56

N/A Hey girlie! This is Ashley, previous diarist FlyAwayCutie. Anyways, good luck with the legal junk! I'm sure you will see plenty of your little girl. You and John will be just fine together, and you will make wonderful parents! Congrats of the wedding date, and you're right, it'll be here sooner than it seems. Loves ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [SweetLilChica] 2002-09-04 21:14:43

N/A hoepfully everything gets worked out, and CONGRATS!! on setting the date! [Hiddensoul] 2002-09-04 19:24:49

N/A hiya hope u work things out tho i cant understan all that legal sutff lol! love g xxxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-09-04 13:45:37

N/A i think robyn and latoya are good names bc they have meaning for u. but i also think jasmine is cute [cheery keery] 2002-09-03 18:44:21

N/A Hey guys read diary entry number 58 ok? I need your help! [shawty715] 2002-09-03 16:35:22

N/A Hey girlie! I'm sorry that you're confused. If you feel that John truly loves you (and I get the feeling that he does) and you love him, then this is precisely where you need to be right now. You're little girl will grow up just fine. She'll have questions, but as long as you answer them truthfully, she'll most likely never be hurt or offended by any of what has happened. Just keep your head up and stay strong! Loves ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [FlyAwayCutie] 2002-09-03 16:08:09

N/A i understand what ur sayin and yeh i agree. love ya ... Gracie xxxxxxxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-09-03 11:28:15

N/A Hey My name is Jessica and im 15. And I really want a baby I mean really bad how do u feel having a baby? U can read my diary if u want.. [Jessixa] 2002-09-02 19:21:46

N/A that is cool that john is going to adopt the baby!!!!! good luck! [Hiddensoul] 2002-09-02 11:34:34

N/A Hey there! Glad to hear that you didn't drop off the face of the Earth! I'm also glad that you and John are going strong. He really seems like a good guy that will be there for you and the baby. Have fun spending time with him! Loves ya, God bless! L8er sweetness ~*~Ashley~*~ [FlyAwayCutie] 2002-09-01 12:48:14

N/A Believe me hun, these next few months will fly as fast as ur previous 4 have. My (nearly) 5 months have flown soooo fast I don't know where I'm going! I had my baby shower 2day and it was wicked. It was surprise cos I thought it was 2mora. Neways hope ur ok. Love Gracie xxxxxxx [Pregnant and worried] 2002-08-30 13:49:00

N/A Thats good everything is good. The next 4 months will go by fast. The last month will seem like it will last forever. I kind of miss being pregnant. I love holding him but I miss sleep.~Kell [little_angel_] 2002-08-29 20:16:08

N/A Its really important that his mum accepts you.. and she obviously does so congrats! :-)hope evrythins goin ok with baby and u. love gracie [Pregnant and worried] 2002-08-21 03:47:55

N/A That's awesome, that John's mom likes you. It will make everything so much easier. And it also helps that John's mom kinda went through the same thing as you are going through now. [Hiddensoul] 2002-08-05 13:34:24

N/A Hey girlie! I'm glad you and John are doing well. It's nice to hear he's trying to bring you into his family. Obviously, you are very important to him. Well, have fun going wherever you're going! Loves ya chica! ~*~Ashley~*~ [FlyAwayCutie] 2002-08-03 10:07:18

N/A have fun. and lifeis always better when you're with the one you love! [Hiddensoul] 2002-07-30 16:11:20

N/A Well I'm glad your toe is better well anyways take care and I'm glad to here about you and John well read page 64-66 in my diary and let me know what you think...Melissa [cobysgirl31682